| FUCKING YES! |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|09:26 pm] |
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| | Sublime - 40 oz. to freedom. | ] |
hookay. so im sitting here. the past couple of days have been awesome, i went to mae's last night and we chilled a lot. we were laughing a lot too. it rocked. i needed her to talk me up so that i could cut my hair. and she did. and i did. and its cool as hell. i don't fuckin care its just hair. now im just gonna die it and shit. meh. 5 MORE DAYS TILL FUCKIN CALI. i went shopping with my sister today too. she's so funny and i love her. hmmm i've been thinking about colby A LOT. this kid showed me so much affection and i loved it. he was the best boyfriend!! damn i fucked up. but he was way to fuckin clingy. he wasn't sarcastic enough, and he was kinda abusive fucker punched me in the stomache a lot. meh. i dunno. so yeah i bought a watch today its purple. and i fuckin sweater. and its like fuckin 90 degrees outside. i think im fuckin retarded. well only half retarded cuz ROBERT KENYON is fully retarded. lol mae! so yeah. now im just fuckin chillin. dissapointed in benji cuz he didn't pick me up and decided to drugs instead. yeah so that sucked... but i can't be mad at him forever. he's the shit. im typing to much i jsut wanna fuckin chill. so im ou t. FUCK YOU. i love you!!!
<3 manduh. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2004|12:19 am] |
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| |  calm | ] |
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| | the pixies - carabou | ] |
Ahoy...
yeah. lots on my mind. i talked to alex diaz on the phone (mae)...i miss him. it sucks cuz it can never be ha oh well. but anyway. i had lots of fun this weekend it was some crazy shit,.. if you really wanna read it go look in my xanga cuz im not posting that shit again. www.xanga.com/sorry_i_stole_your_bike
yeah have fun with that. i can't wait. 7 days till cali! this trip is phsyc'n me out!. what happens in cali stays in cali for me. whatever.At home everthings ok. me and the father haven't spoken to each other in little over a month now. hmmm am i happy about this? i guess...kinda. it doesn't matter anyway, i'd rather have him not speak than speak and treat me like shit. although i can use a good fight once in a while. i'll just wait till he's drunk!? good idea? who gives a fuck. well yeah. im in a happy moood, i've been having great luck!...hope it continues. im done. later. |
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